This book was born from a phase of my life when I was searching for meaning meanings that felt strange, confusing, almost awkward. I kept hearing words like yin and yang, balance and chaos, and somewhere inside me a quiet voice kept knocking, asking for help, asking to be saved.
But it wasn’t just me. It was millions of students, suffering in silence, carrying the weight of expectations, failures, pressure, yet still waking up every morning to try again.

The story begins with a girl named Manha,

who opens a mysterious book and steps into a journey with a few students Khizan , Meissa , and Zulqarnain.

She watches how Khizan rises after every fall,

faces rejection yet stands up again, and how he builds a small society with his friends a place for artists, thinkers, dreamers, and love.

As she reads further, the pages unfold moments from the lives of other students too. This road does not lead only to Khizan, or to me, but to the reality of students everywhere.

So who is Khizan? Maybe him. Maybe me.

Maybe you. Are you ready to step inside this journey?

Writing these chapters helped me understand myself

and the people around me a little more.

I hope these pages bring you comfort, hope,

and maybe a reflection of your own path