I Want to Kill Myself to Be is not really about death. It is about a person who feels lost inside his own life. He feels tired, disconnected, and unsure of who he really is. Slowly, he starts escaping into his own thoughts and dreams, where things feel more real than reality itself.

As the story moves forward, the difference between what is real and what is imagined begins to disappear. It becomes a journey of confusion, loneliness, and the desire to become someone else just to feel okay.

This book does not give clear answers or a happy ending. Instead, it leaves you with a question: are we living as ourselves, or just trying to escape who we are?