Written as an apology, this collection gathers fifty-one stanzas and lines shaped by longing, faith, regret, and reflection. Through recurring images of ash, broken ground, unanswered prayer, and quiet endurance, the speaker confronts the weight of what was lost and what cannot be undone.

Across poems, ghazals, and nazms, one presence remains constant — Sejal — not as a figure to be reclaimed, but as the reason the words exist at all. This book is not an attempt to reopen the past. It is an offering: a record of love that persists even in silence.