Everything I'm Too Afraid to Say: A Mental Health Memoir from Trauma to Healing is the deeply personal story of Shanell Peterson-Chavan, a small-town South Dakota girl who became a YouTube sensation vlogging her life with her partner and his traditional Indian parents.

Written with unapologetic candor, Shanell shares her tumultuous journey from childhood trauma and neglect to the life she thought she always wanted, revealing her most intimate moments of darkness and despair.

In raw and honest style, this memoir aims to dismantle the stigma surrounding mental health issues, allowing readers to find solace in shared experiences. Every page is a testament that you are not alone in your journey.

Everything I'm Too Afraid to Say is a lifeline for those who may feel isolated in their mental health battles, offering hope and connection. If you're seeking a brave and honest companion on the path to healing, this memoir is a guiding light.