After four devastating first-trimester miscarriages, Ulrica Fernandes found herself in the deep and dark trenches of insufferable heartache, agonizing grief and sorrow that ripped through her soul. With each loss, she found herself sink deeper and deeper into a pit of PTSD, anxiety and depression-a place she never imagined to be in her quest to grow her family.
Motherhood was her dream from her youngest days and now it seemed like this dream would probably never realize.
But she had a rhema word from God—One day, I will wipe away all your tears—a promise that encompassed hope, faith and love.
Would she be able to surrender her dreams of motherhood and her hopes for children and trust God beyond her natural circumstances? Would she be able to let go and let God make things beautiful in her life?
With vulnerability, honesty and gut-wrenching courage, Ulrica bares it all—the good, the bad, and the downright ugly parts of her life.
She tells her story of how God redeemed her in and beyond motherhood.
This powerful memoir is a testament to the resilience and faith of a mother and the eternal love of a Heavenly Father for His daughter.
Join Ulrica on her journey of healing, hope and redemption, as she reveals how God redeemed her from the darkness that overshadowed her life and made all things beautiful…in His time.