Are you living — or only performing the sensation of it?

Between childhood and collapse lies the middle: the strange territory where we continue moving without always knowing whether the life we are living is truly ours.

Neither Living nor Dying is a reflection on that uncertain space between merely surviving and genuinely living. It examines the quiet scripts we inherit from childhood, education, society, money, time, love, and the expectations that gradually become indistinguishable from our own desires.

At some point, the question changes.

Not simply, “What should I become?”

But, “Who is actually living this life?”

This book does not offer easy answers or another formula for becoming someone better. Instead, it asks you to pause long enough to notice the life already being lived — the assumptions beneath it, the compromises within it, and the possibility of choosing differently.

For anyone who has ever felt caught somewhere between who they were expected to become and who they might actually be, Neither Living nor Dying is an invitation to examine the middle.