This book was never part of the plan. It began with an atheist, a question and a little curiosity about the Divine. It was supposed to be a brief exploration, nothing too serious. But somewhere along the way, the questions started receiving answers.
A peacock feather appeared.
A quiet conversation began.
And before long, the author realized she had somehow developed an ongoing friendship with Krishna.
As If I Have Always Known Him is a poetry collection that traces this unexpected journey - from curiosity to devotion, from distance to closeness, from disbelief to belonging. Through playful signs, deep lessons, moments of doubt and deeply personal reflections, the poems capture the unfolding of a relationship with the Divine that is comforting, mischievous, wise and profoundly loving - all at once.
What begins as curiosity gradually transforms into unwavering faith and surrender.
Some poems are quiet prayers.
Some are conversations.
Some are moments of realization.
And some are the author simply discovering that when Krishna decides to walk into your life, He rarely asks for permission. He just smiles and stays.
Warm, reflective and deeply heartfelt, this book invites readers into a peacefully magical world to pause, smile and perhaps recognize a little of their own spiritual journey within these pages.