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One is stressed as one wants to feel satisfied, relieved about future, about result now. Unless one is in immediate physical danger- what one calls struggle is only through thinking. There is no struggle in actual action, in actual movement. If you notice that you are struggling through thinking only and are trying to find stable relief, struggle vanishes as stable relief through thinking is not possible. One is now attuned to supreme relaxation, attuned to actuality from moment to moment.