GOD, I’M HERE is a collection of raw journal poems written over three years of sadhana in India, documenting life after the leap.

So many books speak to the one who is still standing at the edge, encouraging them to leave the known, surrender, and take the leap. This book is for the one who has already lept.

What happens then?

What happens when the familiar life has been left behind, but the mind has not yet learned how to live in what comes next?

These poems trace the waves of that mind—the fear, attachment, longing, doubt, hope, resistance, devotion, surrender and the moments when something deeper begins to quietly reveal itself.

They are not written from the other side of the journey, looking back with answers. They are the traces left behind while living it: one lone seeker walking independently, searching for God, learning what surrender asks of the one who has chosen it.

For the seeker who has already lept, and is now living the life that follows.