Candid confessions about how a toxic father paved the way for her daughter to encounter 7 different men till she finally met her dream husband. At 6, she was a fearless monk because she recalls firing her toy gun at a cat. When she reached 14, she began to isolate herself from anybody who followed the crowd. From facing racial discrimination as a teen to being called ‘different’ to enduring a public school system that failed to validate her, the hardships were a lot to take on. Kalavathi’s bipolar father and hallucinating mother were caring enough to express horrendous secrets while she watched and stayed numb. Finally, her search for peace ended in her 10th grade when she found the blue book. She had to endure public insult for allegedly 'sleeping around' to times when she was forced to quit because she was told she wasn't social enough. Even then, Kalavathi felt the divine holding her hands. After falling in love a million times and being stalked to finally finding her soul mate in the end, she now chooses to leave everything behind as she crosses over 30. Today she stands as a brave boulder. Being an unabashed optimist, she hopes for her readers to connect with her journey to acknowledge that suffering can teach us more than we realize.