A mother’s sorrowful eight-year saga after the loss of her adult son from a rare heart cancer. Her child who, miraculously, had three hearts and didn’t survive.

No holds barred. This mother keeps nothing pressed against her chest but the never-ending love for her son. She shares it all: the good, the bad, the ugly... and the uglier—even her horrid actions in the midst of his fight to live and her fight to save him. And her grief during the aftermath.

This is a story of regrets, of what-ifs, should-haves. A horror tale of never-ending drama and circumstances beyond her control. Yet, despite that, the author likes to think it’s a story of resilience: a mother learning to deal with loss, wanting to live for her family left behind, knowing if she doesn’t smarten up, she’ll join her son before her time. And, despite her pain, she’s not ready to die.